heeyyyy so i very rarely post on here anymore, but I have some kin feels so here i am again!
thing number one - my horns very VERY clearly react to high emotions. When I specifically feel one emotion, especially if it’s strong they appear. When I’m really stressed they show up, when I get really down they show up, when I’m - and forgive the pun - horny; BAM they appear, and most recently (though it’s happened before) when i feel extremely loved up.
*sighs happily and swoons off into the sunset oh my god my girlfriend is amazing alskdjaklsjlksdajdd so many feelings*
thing number two - i think for me now ‘otherkin’ is just a convenient label to use for the things I feel and experience in relation to otherlimbs and how i think of myself. Spirit-Aware or Soul-Aware might be a more accurate term. it’s just all so complicated and stuff that giving the things I feel and the way I identify a one word description is pretty much impossible
it’s been like this for me ever since I had my big energy-soul-spirit revelation a while back. Everything clicked but it’s still hard to explain it in words that people can understand. I do really enjoy explaining it though, I just wish I was able to add into my ‘regular’ explanation my ‘kin experiences.
so I will still use the label ‘demonkin’ as it’s the only thing word that I have that encompasses all the other limbs that i’ve felt. It’s a word and appearance that feels right to me, even though I know I’m not actually demonic in any way, not in any of the typical ‘evil, callous, torturing, uncaring etc etc’ ways. if there’s any other demonic mythology then…well I should probably be researching this shit but i am lazy and i have other shit to do
~~love you all