heeyyyy so i very rarely post on here anymore, but I have some kin feels so here i am again!
thing number one - my horns very VERY clearly react to high emotions. When I specifically feel one emotion, especially if it’s strong they appear. When I’m really stressed they show up, when I get really down they show up, when I’m - and forgive the pun - horny; BAM they appear, and most recently (though it’s happened before) when i feel extremely loved up.
*sighs happily and swoons off into the sunset oh my god my girlfriend is amazing alskdjaklsjlksdajdd so many feelings*
thing number two - i think for me now ‘otherkin’ is just a convenient label to use for the things I feel and experience in relation to otherlimbs and how i think of myself. Spirit-Aware or Soul-Aware might be a more accurate term. it’s just all so complicated and stuff that giving the things I feel and the way I identify a one word description is pretty much impossible
it’s been like this for me ever since I had my big energy-soul-spirit revelation a while back. Everything clicked but it’s still hard to explain it in words that people can understand. I do really enjoy explaining it though, I just wish I was able to add into my ‘regular’ explanation my ‘kin experiences.
so I will still use the label ‘demonkin’ as it’s the only thing word that I have that encompasses all the other limbs that i’ve felt. It’s a word and appearance that feels right to me, even though I know I’m not actually demonic in any way, not in any of the typical ‘evil, callous, torturing, uncaring etc etc’ ways. if there’s any other demonic mythology then…well I should probably be researching this shit but i am lazy and i have other shit to do
~~love you all
so at college me and this guy in my class were having our usual banter and he was showing me how to break someone’s arm (without actually breaking it) and blah blah blah
and we were like throwing mock punches and stuff and while we were…I dunno, kind of mock facing off a little? my horns literally justsprang up, like they were going up defensively
i don’t get involved in any kind of fight-like situation enough for this to have happened before, since I’m painfully good all the time but still
and whether it be legit ‘kin-ness or related to that massive ramble about energy and souls I posted the other day…either way
it was awesome
okay so I’ve never had metawings before. like. ever. mostly for otherlimbs I just get my horns and my fangs (though I can fix the fangs thing now, I get to put my false ones in, woo!), and on occasion a sense of a tail.
but I’ve never really like…felt wings.
so it was weird and annoying as fuck when I was in the car on the way to work when suddenly bam! Weird spiky feeling in my shoulder blades, like something was arching up out of them.
“wait what” says I “what is this fuckery”
and it felt like part of some kind of wings. just. I mean really, they couldn’t have shown up when I was at home and could lie down and stretch them, not in a car where they were all cramped up and shit? really? really?
it was kind of cool though. I hope they come back at some point so I can feel them out properly.
Welp horns have apparently gone, after having them for like three straight days.
Come back I love you. Also fangs get here I need you rn.
can the fangs I ordered just
get here already
because it would make my life so much better to have them in rather than the crappy ones I currently have